THE CONFESSIONS MEME

[ceasetoexist]

Cause we've all got our secrets.

HERE ARE THE RULES:
1. Post your character revealing a secret about themselves. It can be a big one. It can be a small one. It can be several. But it has to be a secret.
2. Other characters respond to your secret ICly, and you comment to theirs.
3. You ever noticed how I don't use pictures? It's because I'm a dummy who doesn't get it that much.
4. HAVE FUN!

Comments

[unlovably]

I killed my parents.

[your_best_friend]

And that bought you such great satisfaction, didn't you? Wow, I never knew you could be so heartless!

[unlovably]

You're projecting.

I didn't feel a thing when I killed my mother, actually.

[your_best_friend]

What makes you think I'm projecting? I didn't feel a thing any of those times.

[unlovably]

Oh? Then perhaps you and I are the same.

[your_best_friend]

Maybe... Unless you have a SOUL.

[unlovably]

Souls aren't difficult to acquire.

[your_best_friend]

They are if you don't want anyone else's plaguing you with guilt over actually taking their soul. If you want your own soul back. But mine disappeared a long time ago.

[unlovably]

Then get someone to willingly give you their soul. They should be without complaints then, yes?

[your_best_friend]

That would get me to run into the problem of their compassion feeling sorry for them.

[kuukai]

Yeah, me too.

[unlovably]

Do you regret it?

[kuukai]

Ev'ry day.

[unlovably]

...I don't know if I do anymore.

[ceasetoexist]

Man. At least two people here who wanted to kill their parents or did.

Didn't know I wasn't all alone in feeling that way.

[unlovably]

I didn't want to kill Father. He forced my hand.

...But it's done now.

[ceasetoexist]

So you had a decent dad.

What was that like?

[unlovably]

Decent? He never looked at me, not even once. All he ever saw was Mother.

And when Mother betrayed him, he lost his mind.

[ceasetoexist]

Gonna be honest. Not sure why you seem to care about it then.

Then again. I doubt have the highest opinion of parents anyway.

[unlovably]

I wanted him to acknowledge me.

Just once, I wanted him to look at me. To say my name.

Even in death, he refused.

[ceasetoexist]

....Sorry. That sucks.

[He can relate. Kind of. Or at least he used to be able to.]

[unlovably]

I'm over it.

After all, I've found someone better than Father.

[ceasetoexist]

...What, like a surrogate parent or something?

[He could understand that. He had a few back in Mayfield himself.]

[unlovably]

Of a sorts.

[ceasetoexist]

...That's good.

[He...guesses. He's really not sure he likes where this conversation is going, but at the same time he can't really just break it off and leave now.]

They here or back home?