[He doesn't have to be looking at Ichi to feel that glare, and he very nearly withers beneath it. Why is it so different now? Is it because he knows - quite intimately- exactly what Ichimatsu is thinking right now? What he's feeling? The memory of it is enough to make his stomach turn, and he has to swallow hard before he can continue.]
...I'm sorry. I didn't-
[Know that would happen? Understand just how much pain you were going through on a constant, daily basis?
...maybe he wouldn't say that part. Not right now. Maybe not ever.]
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[He doesn't have to be looking at Ichi to feel that glare, and he very nearly withers beneath it. Why is it so different now? Is it because he knows - quite intimately- exactly what Ichimatsu is thinking right now? What he's feeling? The memory of it is enough to make his stomach turn, and he has to swallow hard before he can continue.]
...I'm sorry. I didn't-
[Know that would happen? Understand just how much pain you were going through on a constant, daily basis?
...maybe he wouldn't say that part. Not right now. Maybe not ever.]
...I don't know what just happened.