The whole situation was pretty out of control. None of it was your fault. Hell, when you think about it it's bullshit that your death stuck in the first place, given that things were quite literally out of your control? I mean, it's not like... you were actually the one doing those things. You don't even remember doing them.

I dunno. Conditional immortality's not really all it's cracked up to be.

[Don't even get him started on his own death. What part of "die stupidly while failing to save the person you set out to save" is heroic?]